You know, I've been thinking.

If something happened and I died tomorrow, I don't think it would be that bad.

Okay, that came out wrong. Let me try to clarify.

If I died tomorrow, would it suck that I never got the chance to do all the things I've always wanted to do and see all the things I've wanted to see? Yes. Absolutely. That would really suck.

If I died tomorrow, would there be people that I'd miss in a way that words couldn't possibly begin to describe? Yes. Surprisingly so. I don't usually consider myself a very sentimental person (EXCEPT when reading a really, really sad book - then I'm worse than most) but for sure there are people in my life that it'd be difficult saying good-bye to.

Would I prefer to die tomorrow? No, of course not. I prefer to live, and to live as long as possible.

BUT, the thought of me dying doesn't freak me out. And that's a little surprising.

Dare I say that...I don't fear death?

I'm not sure if that's what I'm going for. It was just a passing thought. Maybe I just jinxed myself. Hmm. Not sure how I feel about that.